My mind remained in turmoil. I wanted to create an image based on a cherry tree. But I could not think about color. I was just so confused. But I needed to create to help myself. So I created this piece, that I call Colorless Tree. My mind is unfocused, just like this piece.
I have been feeling sad the past few days, a flare-up of my depression. When this happens, I try to keep busy. My friends reminded me how much I enjoy art so now I paint to express my mood. When my mind is confused, I make abstract art to mirror that confusion. In this piece, everything is unstructured, confused and damaged.
For this abstract art piece, I took inspiration from natural leaves. I created my own style by using poster colors and hand impressions and brush strokes. The background was made using water color techniques with the medium being poster colors. I always make my own color palette by mixing primary colors to create the colors I see in my mind.
All my art work, whether abstract art, textile, fashion, drawing, still life, live sketching, etc, is entirely my vision. The color palette I use, whether textile colors or poster colors, is my own idea. While I learned a great deal from my parents, who are both designers and artists, I see my own vision for my own pieces.
I am still learning to be make good artist. I live for, and love, color. My art never disappoints me like people do. My art does not hurt me – it helps to heal my pain.
I am very thankful to my new friends who have inspired me work again.
I made my first textile design in 8th grade – a painting on chipboard. In 2006 I experimented with abstract art. My mom had an exhibition and my art piece was bought. Being a teenage girl who sold her first piece, I was happy. I felt I had a talent that I could explore and then share my art. I then made many more abstract art pieces, 100 of them, using canvas, scholar sheets, canson sheets, drawing sheets, card board sheets and my own colors.
My abstract work was selected to be shown in an art gallery, however, my father denied me permission to display my art work. I was extremely saddened at this and fell into a deep depression. After some years in depression, I destroyed all my art work.
I wish I hadn’t done that. I wish at that time i had smart phone then I could show my art work to you today. I am very thankful to my new friends who have shown me new platforms where I can share work with the world.
I love to play with colors. I am a mixed media artist. I use classic colors pencils, water color and water color pencils, poster colors, crayons, pastels, different number drawing pencils and special shading pencils, textile colors, dying colors, enamel paints, glitters,
Life is too short
don’t expect with people
don’t waste Ur feelings for people
who not give U values
don’t love to peoples
They will always give u pain and do hurt.
if u want to live happy and free tension
so leave love relationships
Love relationship always give tears in Ur eyes
whether colors and art give u happiness in ur heart and eyes
Make a relationship with art and colors
At least they do not play Ur life
Ur feelings and emotions
Life is too short don’t buy roses for loves one
buy art and colors
This is my new abstract art piece. The media I used are pastels, crayons, classic colors pencils, water color pencils, poster colors and textile colors. The poster and textile colors are pigments that are used for fabric screen printing. I made these colors with the help of my father, using them to fashion my own color palette, my own tints and shades.