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My Experience with Psychotic depression Part 5

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I had terrible condition of mine  since 2013 to 2015 due to depression and psychosis because if I am passing  by chance on that place then every each and every thing  recall in mind and brain and made eyes vision and its painful and I wept three month all scenario and atmosphere and surroundings and conversation and work too much do upset me and disturb me mentally day by day passing my mentally condition is going critical. I have  difficulty in breathing and I have afraid and fear when I saw anything that related past then I go in fear and too much have afraid and I weep a lot.

 

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I have fear afraid stuff toys and cat when I see cat I did hide cat then that not panic me. negative thoughts came in mind that related upset me and disturb and hurt and give fear and lots of tears and in psychosis I have see things that not related reality its was illusion and delusion that I couldn’t understand  before I felt anyone touch my body privates part and but its was only thought not reality its happened and felt due to past bad incident. I have too much passion of art and fashion designing want to learn and do work but that bad man jealous and not want I spend my life in success before in psychosis i felt he see me and listen me and he did control myself and thoughts but its not reality its was lie in depression that all things not exist. My body always became tired and restless and lots of body aches internally and externally.

 

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My Experience with Psychotic Depression: Part 2

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This incident had happened  since last three years before when I was go daily there institute as well as he made home basically that bad man ( teacher) do work in house that he were taken on rent but not sure that house his or not he keep only girls to learn this fashion designing on  free of cost but no one known what he has in  own bad mind and plans and have  bad intention That he has own mind basically

He wants labor and wants to do physical relationship. He do and keep other girls physical relationship when any girl not came in his trap then he do kick of that girl just like when I not give him permission to do physical relationship then he touch my body forcefully. One another girl he kick because other girl not made victim of his physical relationship. He is not able to say teacher. He is a criminal.

 

 

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He take work two students one is mine and other girl also of commercial building and home  forcefully house chores.just like washing clothes and other houses accessories and dish washing cooking and pressing clothes. He do clean all house me and another girl because we not give him permission to do and keep physical relationship when he saw these two girls not came in my trap then he do another one magic or did myself his bad man intention was not good. He teach and do learn fashion designing and graphic designing on those girls that make daily victim of his physical relationship.

 

 

 

When he touch my body forcefully then on that day I am go in depression and psychosis disorder. And after I have leave that  place since 2013 17th September  Since 2013 to 2016 time period was too much terrible and panic and i have fear and afraid i wept a lot still sometime I weep. I have still hallucination, illusion, delusion, depression, I am suffering from this illness and try to do fight of this  illness.

 

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